Joyeux anniversaire, mon cheri

Joyeaux Anniversaire,
Mon chéri Arthur,
Souviens-toi touhours que je t'aime!!!

Gros bisous de France.



~Happy Birthday to my precious love ~ (30th August)

Though it is still 29th at my place, it should be already the 30th in China right now. I was planning to show this to her early in the morning of 30th August, and be the first one to give her the best wishes for her birthday.

But unfortunately things never go the way we planned. I just received a message from her, it says that she has to go to bed earlier today because she has to go back to school tomorrow, and that tomorrow she will have her relatives' monthly visit. be honest I feel quite sad right now, knowing that my whole perfect plan is turning into ashes and become pointless.

This drawing took me three days, which is fairly long compare with how much time it takes me to draw a piece of normal A4 fanart. One day for sketching, one day for lining, and one day for colouring. It's my first piece of drawing after two months of lazy summer vacation. I had many different ideas in my mind when I was drawing this, confusing, but all I aimed for is simply a present which is able to express my emotion to my beloved one.

But now, I cannot feel happiness, but bitter and the pain of heartache...

I should apologise for telling these sad feelings, I know these are not proper things to say in one's birthday, especially my lover's birthday. But I just had such a strong feeling that I have nowhere to express, sobbing before my laptop wouldn't help anything...

Congratulations for your 17th birthday, my beloved little Arthur. Thanks for being by my side and accompany all the way. With my wholehearted promise, I shall treasure you more than anyone else.